【Stardew Valley #11】I PLAYED THROUGH TWO SEASONS OFF-STREAM AND THIS IS WHAT-
a d hi oh my God technical difficulties Jesus how you guys doing yeah sorry yeah sorry a little late because yeah I had to fix some stuff how you guys doing my God grape sauce you can St practicing now come on okay so if I remember correctly I think I left off like during spring last time and yeah I played through two seasons and guess what I got a lot of [ __ ] [ __ ] but you know why I didn’t get a second Auto pet I still only got one the only reason I play for this much was that I was just trying to get an get two Auto pets I only got one shut up shut shut up yeah the only reason I play for this much is to get two Auto pets so I don’t even worry about it anymore but nope game just like never got me gave me a second one so I can show you guys what I got and I I I can show you guys what I got um in in uh while trying to get all that though who do you marry uh Abigail I think I did that before the whole time skip also don’t think I’m going to stream for too too long today mostly because I’m still kind of feeling under the weather I don’t want to just like you know know give you guys a sudden sudden update for like oh I I I I got to take a break again you know I don’t I don’t want to do that again so yeah I still wanted to stream today but yeah still not feeling the best so might not stream that long today hope you feel better yeah thank you yeah jams I saw I saw it congratulations keep working you speed through the water in no time Inu City oh what I didn’t know there was a thing around 4 leave for the show he better be there well I mean sure but like I got to set everything up for my farm first you don’t mind uh sun room yeah t sapping okay I got that I uh Channel 736 okay that that’s a lot of info hold on okay first of all the one the one thing one thing I did is uh I built the relationship with a lot of people not everyone but with a lot of people I basically just like hunted down their birthday and like G gave them a a rabbit’s foot so you know I I’m I’m I was like working towards Perfection the whole time right so I’m you know I’m just going through everybody’s birthday and trying to trying to get it fishing info what is this really really I can look at I’m in the wiki all right that’s that’s useless okay um I think it’s cranberries that are optimal in um uh uh uh fall did I show you guys the Horse flute was the horse what did I get did I have the horse food before before uh playing for those two seasons I I have a hor during during the last stream but so yeah I got this obviously and uh it’s been really freaking helpful and I’ve realized like you don’t actually need to like do the chi quests to um get CH Jam I’ve been like stressing over okay I’m I’m going to do do the cheat Quest but like the cheat Quest are like really freaking difficult and whatnot you don’t have to like you can just go down to the dangerous mines and like while you’re trying to get while you’re trying to get Auto pets from RNG they just drop cheat jums like crazy and you know there’s not a lot of Necessities you need to get from the from the from the from the CH room anyway there’s only so many things you need to get so I just got everything I needed honestly let’s see yeah see like even these enrichers like they I didn’t buy them they just dropped for me so a dangerous mindes run is actually like super underrated it just gives you everything uh oh yeah I also set this up the Mystic Tree Farm because we need Mystic syrup and uh yeah might as well make some mushrooms out of it every th has a wi as their best friend exactly you’re not like constantly referring to Wiki while playing stard do like what kind of player are you you know also yeah I got enough money to to get a return scepter I’m going show you where I got all the money in a bit also I got the totem I got enough money to get a totem to the island I’m going show you where I got that where I got the money from later Hi Sam how you doing I also got um Pierre’s like shopping list so he can now sell old plants from every season yay uh I’m looking for cranberries okay there you go uh and speed grow honestly like I don’t even need to do this anymore because you know my my other income source is just so freaking plentiful but you know Let’s do let’s just you know it’s is the essence of stard you you know farming might as well do it right a little fun you know we if we completely just abandoned farming for the other income Source not going to be as fun anymore okay don’t I’ve already wrestled with you don’t disconnect all right let me do this real quick oh yeah and if you’ve noticed this is Enchanted and so is every single tool that’s another thing oh yeah I also need to do the sweet Jam berries don’t I do that in a sec me just do this ah where am I missing there we go find all this hi Sarah how you doing like honestly like we’re basically well set on the path to Perfection and I’ll show you why just again after I finish planning all this [ __ ] and okay and then let’s see let’s let’s see how many rare seats 21 so I need at least like three spaces uh and then oh I had all the sweet grow okay that’s it oh well no matter all right yeah I kind of knew that was going to happen I’ll just get another one why not uh you go part of sto farming honestly at this point in the game it doesn’t have to be well technically it still is but yeah I’ll show you I show you okay uh I can’t quite see but that’s fine yeah water everything there you go okay okay okay okay okay okay so what makes us just completely like financially independent is this I’ve completely maxed out the ancient fruit farm and now every seven days it gives me a whole field of ancient fruit to work with and what that means is this all of this is ancient fruit wine just rolling away that that’s a pretty farm thank you hi up yeah that goes in here I have 264 I this was a 500 stack the only reason I so have is because I’m preparing to put it here which apparently I I have some ready now so let’s sell those yeah I I’m not filling these up because I’m kind of you know o o ocing and want to like Harvest this Harvest everything and then um age it all at once right but uh yeah I’m I’m perpetually always going to produce like way more ancient fruit wine than I can age so I just want to like put like wait for it to all finish put it all in there age as much as I can and then sell the rest so I have a lot of money that I’m not like yet not collecting just yet how much is this yeah just six of those is 27k so you can imagine how much all of that age would be that’s why I that’s what I mean when I say we don’t technically need Farm anymore but again it’s the essence of this game you know there the essence uh Bo boom boom okay apparently yeah apparently we can go to see this concert I didn’t know that this this was an event we just leave to leave the town I feel they are coming uh gears loaded already and everything’s set by the way when when I like maxed out these like relationships I I skipped all the cut scenes I I I don’t know what I I I don’t know their stories I think I did R here you are with me luck oh she is the drummer why is he here how is he here did he just take does he just like latch on the back of the is my parents screaming did he just latch on the back of the bus like doesn’t he like not want to be recognized by the by the the the villagers or something you like lore but you skip look I didn’t I don’t play this game for lore okay okay the parent is so annoying the Pelicans really farming Mining and chopping with Sam H the only ones dancing are from Pelican town oh that’s like two that’s two that’s not oh Sam oh Sam that’s how how long dides it go on for oh are we are we good like I don’t I don’t skip do I oh okay good oh right what base part wait what what base sh P are you hallucinating again are you drunk again are you high I I I I don’t know how it helped only 10 gold okay that didn’t even take any time okay that aside what else do I have to show you guys oh yeah uh my hammer I made it into the infinity weapon from the Galaxy weapon because apparently Galaxy soulsa can just drop like really off often I don’t know why also I save up all these golden mystery boxes because you know I like I I I I just want to wait for a really good luck day to be able to like open them all and try to get a auto pet from one of them all right I have anything to show you here oh hi Leo I’m going to go through a lot of these what are you doing pondering big questions you sure you do life for find more W and be doing the Vol now you can always just hit a ride over there uh it’s a town full of people are there other kids yeah sure there are like you don’t have to be sad like we can totally just take you there like right now literally just hop on the boat hey look I can’t help you if you just jump to your own conclusions like that man all right cool uh I put some pineapples here anything else I’m now uh not really I mean yeah I made it to the bottom of the dangerous mines I don’t think there anything else to report other than that other than I got the got the Obelisk other than that now much happened now what happened I still really want that want the second Auto patter I need it man I need it but yeah other than that I don’t think much of what much of much much of substance happened tomorrow should be when I harvest another batch of ancient fruit so yeah we’re going to get a lot of money again feel lur in these Studio streams by the way like with it being so endgame there’s not really much new stuff that’s happening anymore I’m really just like grind slowly grinding my way towards Perfection Penny’s birthday what does Penny love penny L gifts uh Diamond Diamond’s easy enough do they I I was I was just putting them in the most optimal op optimal layout I I could Sam a man of optimization oh yeah they do okay uh okay thanks Sam uh ah what what the all right man all right none of y’all go out I didn’t mean to open the door yet I am optimal godamn right all right let’s collect this all right then hurry penny where are you all right Penny oh yeah I also got key to the town so that I can unlock any door I I want at any time optimal wait what does Penny live again right with Pam obviously oh yeah speaking of Pam build our house where are you Penny there you are come here there we go hey you got it enjoy your diamond free run and Shrek they they love to just ship Shrek with the most random people that may Pam a horse and the bus do i’ I’ve heard of it I don’t want to think about it uh I already done these I’m not going to do them again okay so yeah yeah that’s basically what I’ve been doing by the way this is all all I’ve been doing is just going around trying to fulfill as much of the um Perfection board as possible and uh while trying to see if I can get the autoed in the process really but again I don’t I don’t think we’re going to need it really all wa come back grab those later yeah look at all this I’m actually severely overestimated how many how much space there is in then upgraded shed so as you can see like not all of the ancient fruit can fit not not fit not all the ancient fruit uh it can be turned into wait sorry no no no all of like it can’t fill up that’s what I’m trying trying to say the the ancient fruit isn’t enough to fill up the entire shed that’s what I’m trying to say so yeah I just been like putting other fruit in there just for fun they make significant L less money but might as well you know definitely not aging them though not wor not worth the effort nor time this this does make my job a bit easier because it doesn’t matter if I miss some B bars you know or cegs uh yeah mainly I want to do bananas and mangoes because they’re the most expensive out of the bunch even so they’re still like significantly less valuable yeah look look look look at this ancient fruit wine 2,300 and then banana is just 630 mango is 546 so this is Miles part wait we got the space might not use it right uh I think we can just sell this because we we got the Reser St hold on the Jade F exactly uh waiting on all that 264 I think 264 is enough to fill the entire Cellar you know what no I’m I’m gonna do it in a whole batch I’m just GNA put the rest of it here 8778 800 and that’s just that’s going to turn into over a million after the age products so yeah I’m going to buy a lot more obelis with that one that’s all there is to it really just the same old same old you’re on out along with other things of course along with other things let me check again what I need for oh hi Leo oh we’re bring Leo to to the town why didn’t why can’t he do that found his Brethren is your addiction still strong I mean it’s not much of an addiction anymore I just want to see this through at this point it I just think it’d be cool to like achieve Perfection hello Leo my name is lus our family is really something special me rest of us bring him over yay let’s go it’s up to you though he shoots let’s go don’t you can always come back oh look it’s a child go home you [ __ ] all happy for me nice all right let’s go come make some human friends Leo yeah he does but I I don’t just have them lying around and I need I need this for like money grinding like when I go for a a dangerous Cavern dangerous mindes run and I just like Slay Slay out enemies to get to get get um try to get Auto pets this trinket gives me so much money it’s unreal so I ain’t giving that to to Leo no no no no no no no yay let’s go well doesn’t matter right now yeah this is perfection too because I’m trying to ship everything right the most annoying one will be cooking but uh since I got Pier shopping list now that shouldn’t be too much of a problem I also got magic bait the recipe for magic bait so should be fine so right now I’m on 44 which is pretty freaking good cting maze that’s going to that’s going to be a concern too uh this star drop I think I’m just missing Museum which I think I’m missing like one one donation which you know easy enough great friends that’s just going to be a time thing most Slayer I think it’s only skull Cavern enemies left so that’s just a matter shut up that’s just a matter of um going there to just uh collect collect what I need Goen clock on Farm that’s just money yeah so like while 44 might seem not a lot not might not seem like a lot there’s a lot on the way basically y can you can you can you like imagine this this scepter cost me 2 million like it’s so useful but God damn is inexpensive it costs a freaking total of two obis oh Leo again just like just to have a instant TP home but it’s like you know it’s it was well worth it what’s going on Leo don’t worry not at all we don’t know what on this island well we kind of got the heart events like kind of mixed up but you know you’re with us now don’t worry de that’s the problem with like advancing their friendship too much at once shut the hell up trinket yeah for sure hi Cameron for you man very cute very cute uh what I even come here for show you guys a forge I guess yeah I think we we got to the forge on stream uh yeah I I made these combined Rings uh this is the the aridium band with luck ring and then this is luck ring with burglar so that I can get a lot of monster loot so basically I have a lot of luck Buffs right now which is exciting kobas yeah CR is use F I think the most useful kopus is that’s not English uh the the best like the best thing kobus is for is getting solar Essence like especially like early game solar Essence is such a like rare rare loot drop because just simply not enough enemies drop it being able to buy 10 from crus every day is a godsend I mean feel for to roommate him I think that’s cool but yeah anything else I need to do today that pet everyone sure did I’m so glad they added that just for you to check if everyone’s pet how’s car been doing I mean car’s been content cuz I got to Max friendship whatever he’s been loving life I’m sure um yeah I’m waiting for these to grow to get some Mystic tree syrup Mystic syrup rather I just want them to all grow and I can Harvest them all at the same time again just OCD stuff like 60 artifacts then you get the key oh you’re talking to jam yeah yeah yeah yeah you access it by doing that yeah reason I want the mysic syrup is because like I told you I’m missing one artifact and if I want to craft the treasure totem to spawn treasure spots I need Mystic syrup which I can get from tapping the Mystic trees wait a lot of waiting at this stage of the game that’s why it’s not the most exciting thing in the world but yeah at this stage I’m probably going to do a lot of this stuff off stream and each stream can act as a little progress update of sorts I’ve shown you guys everything oh oh right I forgot they turned this tree into Leo’s home yeah I forgot about that and you don’t need to go all the way to the island to like talk to Leo and I think Leo should be a part of the the the the the the festivities now which is exciting to say the least bombs can damage you greater chance to find ladders and shafts don’t really matter sauce I don’t need a Washen sauce anymore very happy today okay okay you know what you guys going to have a treat today then the magic rock candy I mean hidden notes are just R random drops cams uh there we go all right you guys in for a treat today because we are very happy today and we can open it all up if we if we don’t get anything from the mystery box because at a at this at the given luck value I think the golden mystery boxes uh have a set seed and and what they can contain so if we don’t get enough Auto patter from this 110 golden mystery boxes we’re just going to reset the day and just not use them but uh let’s deal with our animals hi remot King did I sell an ostrich egg yet they’re checking my collections don’t think so so I need to save one of them yeah another thing for Perfection don’t worry about it okay so here’s the thing we shall now open 110 golden mystery boxes no way no way this doesn’t give us what we need right no way come on come on immediately got something freaking useless I’m just going to spam it oh way oh my God please game don’t game don’t do this I I know I know you don’t want to do this to me this just that one meme let’s go gambling oh dang it oh dang it oh dang it oh dang it oh oh dang it oh dang it I get nothing I get nothing I need oh my god oh dang it freu porn come on there’s no way I don’t get one Auto pet from 110 of these boxes right is it how much has it been showing up in your feet gems I don’t need these anymore what is that a Cho another hat oh my God I swear to God at least gambling’s fun to watch right hi CR my God God my gambling luck is not here today I’m not even getting anything truly worthwhile look at this really eight broccoli seeds Okay that’s special at least that’s not oh my God I’m going to throw a chair out my window game be nice play nice please that’s fun yeah that’s kind of cool but all I really need is an auto pet you know I don’t need a wallpaper I’m down to 50 oh my God how much does this game plan to scam me 40 really a ring even the parrots mocking me hey you dumb [ __ ] can get [ __ ] can you all I want for Christmas and an auto [ __ ] compet exactly come on oh yeah speaking of Christmas did you guys see that one commercial about the Christmas movie The Rock and Chris Evans are apparently um like doing together like the the premise is like Oh Santa gets kidnapped and then doing The Rock Johnson is actually like one of the agents that work for yeah the Santa thing yeah is one of the agents that work for Santa and then Chris Evans is this master tracker or whatever so they so that they recruit him to track him down or whatever like I like the premise right like it’s very silly but it’s also like very fun oh like Santa is actually like a real a a real guy and then um he has all this act he has this whole Advanced operation behind him right it’s a fun premise right but like I I think I don’t think I want to go see it because cuz like in all honesty like across the years I’ve just slowly like lost my respect for the rock like doing The Rock Johnson you know what I mean like the more you like look not look into the more you learn about doing The Rock Johnson like the more you realize that man is an ego ego fueled oh my God that man is like fueled purely on ego and like that just doesn’t sit right with me like have you guys heard have you guys heard like how like Dwayne The Rock Johnson and like you know like I I think like one or two other actors similar to him like have this like contract built in have this rule built into like they will demand to have this rule built into their contracts where they like can’t lose fights like that’s that to me is just so [ __ ] like ridiculous to me like why also I didn’t get [ __ ] but I got two magic rock candy so I’m going to keep keep keep the loot today uh yeah that is just like so freaking ridiculous to me like how is your ego so fragile that you can’t handle the idea of you losing a fight in a in in in in fiction in a movie like even if it’s to like Advance the plot like how is your ego that fragile you know like that’s just like makes me lose so much respect for the for the man like does he have like a cool persona sure but like once he once you get to know it this like maybe he’s not that cool after all you know it’s kind I’m kind of dis illusion what I want to say on the guy yeah go black I Adam yeah like it’s just the whole thing just makes it see not make it seem it’s it’s a fact that he can’t handle losing or like hand can’t handle losing face at all right so like even though I think oh it’s it’s kind of cool it’s a kind of a cool premise you know uh freaking Santa agent or whatever I’m not going to support the movie because I just don’t like the guy I don’t want to like be a part of this freaking train of just fueling his ego also I completely forgot to bring monster mus hold on no worries let me just get this really quick yeah so this is what I’ve been doing by the way just in case you don’t know how how the farm works you turn on the dangerous mines put on Monster mus get all the luck Buffs you get you can and then you just go ham you just go ham and the mines kills kills tons of [ __ ] and then you get tons of Loot and like get a bunch of money in the process like whenever there’s a good luck day this is what I’ve been doing do not give me broccoli seeds how dare you you know if you get good luck you can get golden mystery boxes which in turn can give you magic raw candy and then it’s just a whole whole freaking cycle of like getting all this good stuff now all there is to do is to get lucky enough to get another Auto ped and then we’re set oh Deluxe fertilizer cool egg level yeah I have a level four right now which is like really freaking good what can I say except you’re welcome I wonder how he’s going to do in this in that like liveaction Moana movie like you know I can separate the art from the artist right I will have to say your welcome is kind of a b your welcome is kind of a bger even I can’t deny it though only 1 th000 letters really yeah this what I mean you get you get a CH jam and when the enemies really start flowing in you got a lot of what did I say okay you’re welcome all right Disney please don’t come assassinate me I won’t sing anymore I think stard really is my comfort game because I was like dead tired like before the stream again like I told you guys but I’m not in the best condition but now that I started to play it like for a while now on you know just just you know on stream right now kind of feeling kind of nice so I do love this game uh is that game Scary it is scary but not in the jump scary kind of way it’s scary in the atmosphere and like kind of exist existential kind of way as well which is like I I think the best kind of horror like I I I I know I’ve been like really you know just you know just straight up I’m I’m a coward right I’ve shown you guys that I’m pretty much just a big coward but that’s only for um like jump scary type game right I’m actually a really big sucker for like atmospheric Horror oh pric Shard yeah I’m a really big sucker for atmospheric horror right like I I love it when there is careful crafting of the atmosphere to make things scary and that actually that actually doesn’t make me scared that it makes me like kind of gush a little bit cuz I really love how how how how they do that kind of stuff so yeah I end up really liking Slayer princess but Slayer princess has so many endings that I just couldn’t get through them all get through them all on stream I I quickly just watch them all on YouTube but yeah I I I do recommend you guys playing SL the princess for yourself it will it like it is it does uh it is kind of gory I will have to say so play at your own discretion but you know if you can handle the material I promise you what like even even if it has so many different routes any route that you find yourself on is going to be like so worth it any route is equally amazing like just just go play it you know just go play it and like I said on that stream like if if you want to like come into the Discord and just like tell me what um tell me what ending you got you know I want to know like what what decisions you made to like lead you to where you got to you feel me it’s such a it’s such a freaking interesting game and like it’s you really feel how much work they put into that game like that many branching paths has to be like [ __ ] exhausting to to build but they just tirelessly did that and I appreciate it so much hi also yeah enemies in this in this air in in the dangerous mines do do surprisingly little damage so that’s why I just been faced tanking everything if they didn’t do this little damage I might not have like done this farm at all but because it’s just so easy I’m I’m just like spamming my [ __ ] and it’s just working out for me you know so I probably earned like 10K right now that’s how good the par trinket is hope you’ll get better soon thank you crel I’m not going to go into too much detail but yeah my mental status is not been the best lately and like it’s the worst kind of like slump I got into because I didn’t get into this slump for any reason in particular it’s just I I just got into a slump right so that means if it’s not caused by anything I can’t really go ahead and proactively fix it you know so yeah it it’s been very annoying mental health seriously but yeah doing my best doing my best to deal with it that’s all I can say read some your comments and series goes on 100 just C autoed true I get oh my God can you [ __ ] imagine dude that’s actually like a slim possibility um this a bit creepy you like any puzzle games um I’m very po particular with puzzle games like obviously puzzle games like challenge you to you know use your brain and whatnot and I do like using my brain right I do like using my brain but like you you can’t make me use my brain in a way that is repetitive you know you have to like keep challenging me with new stuff that way I will like a puzzle I think generally I’m I I do quite and I I do enjoy I do typically enjoy puzzle games but um yeah it really depends it really depends Al guess what guys we still haven’t got an auto PW in 700 p.m. isn’t that nice got so many trinkets we use two magic Rock handy I haven’t got single still haven’t gotten one that that that’s just phenomenal you know that that that is just phenomenal you want a new riddle every stream like you you give me a riddle honestly why not might me down I think I’m improving in my commentary I don’t recall being able to like talk so much while actively playing the game before that’s nice doing great thank you oh my God did I get anything special not really ah can I get something yet why I get a go whole gold bar I don’t need a whole gold bar oh my God I don’t need all this I just need an auto pet I’m literally only walk looking for one thing I’m down here for one thing and one thing and and one thing only can you just give it to me already oh my God please Oh wrong thing oh my God I’m going to kill someone ah come on you [ __ ] okay when I’m young I’m big when I’m old I’m small what am I when I’m young I’m big when I’m old I’m small I don’t even know where to start with that young you’re big oh my God it’s 12 a.m. Young when big old oh no big when young old small when old can I get some kind of tip I don’t really know where to start start thinking for that don’t need when it comes honestly true I’m I’m really only wanting this for the novelty up like oh I can have animals without needing to like actively pet them I’m only going for that novelty honestly I get lit on fire get lit on fire maybe I’m just bad at riddles a whole Radio Active bar kind of cool um and that’s it that’s all we get why answer let me let me think on it you can tell me you can tell me next stream but uh yeah um I think I’m going to play for one more day and I’m going to end but uh in the meantime I I want to talk about something um let’s see let me let me organize my words uh yeah so recently I’ve been really thinking hard about like what I want what I want this channel to be right because like I I’ll be completely transparent right a lot of what I’m feeling right now like as in the whole mental health situation a lot a lot of what I’m feeling right now is um really existential crisis stuff right like what what am I supposed to do like what is my what is my Identity or whatnot right stuff like that and the more I thought about it like the more I the more I thought that I kind of want to use this channel to explore that you know what I mean the more I thought sudden oh candle uh yeah yeah yeah the more the more I thought about it the more I wanted to use the channel for that right and you know I’ve been thinking about this because I obviously I have the rebranding right originally I just kind of wanted to do like generic V2 stuff but then I realized that I don’t I can’t really stand out as is just like with my quote unquote talents which you know I don’t really have much much of that really stand out so yeah I just thought I want to try exploring that on on on this channel and what that means is like I I’m probably going to like open up more about my like my my my thoughts and just try to like go to not like I’m not going to be completely like oh mental health snobby right oh no I I want to use this channel to spread mental health awareness no but you know I don’t want to do that but what I do want to do is like talk about my own experiences in the in the semi semi um serious kind of way not not completely serious but semi serious kind of making fun of it and try to try to crack jokes about it and yeah exploring the whole thing with exploring myself really during the whole process I just want to know if you guys are down for that you know again like I know I’ve asked this before but I do I I do want to know like you know maybe I should ask again I do want to know like how much of you are in this for like my funny commentary and how much of you are in this for like me right it’s like even though I want to do this I still want to adjust it so that you guys want you you guys would want to or like to watch what I put out right I’ve already like jotted down a few uh ideas for shorts once I um once I do get to do my rebranding was I get all the assets I need and I think we can test things out from there but yeah for now like that’s kind of the general idea I have I I just want to see know what you guys think tent is in relationship advice I mean no no no I I I I mean like you know singing and singing like instruments and whatnot just like entertainment talent in general like I I I I can’t say I’m bad but I can’t say I stand out either right and honestly in this industry being mid is like the greatest sin ever so yeah I’m going to like try to carve a path with you know me rather than like me trying to I guess like rather than me trying to put the best stuff out there I’m going to try to do this by just putting me out there if that makes sense honly you do have time be with short somehow it’s nice watching you oh see I’m a very scientific person like as soon as you said that I wanted I I I I just wanted to know like why right I just want to ask like why what what makes you say that right like I want to know so that I can lean more into it also yeah now that I built the house for Pam I can build the shortcuts now can’t I but yeah I just like the the the main thing is I just hope you guys don’t mind me turning this like making this a bit more serious I don’t mean that I will like completely just turn this into a whole like whining Channel or just venting Channel like I don’t mean that for sure but like yeah I hope you guys don’t mind if I get serious once in a while that’s that’s all I mean add a few shortcuts yes give me them shortcuts it seem nice a person that’s biggest reason for me for me yeah if if that is what um that that’s what make you like me then I think what I’m what I have in mind will work right I mean I am like very cautious about the whole parasocial thing mainly because there are a lot of people that come before me that have uh you know let’s say succumb to the deadly whims of parasocial people right so I’ve been very I’ve been like very just doing my best is to be conscious of that but otherwise no not otherwise but like uh I do think there is a balance to be made and I do want to like lean a bit in that direction see and see what I can do do about that again like the basically the idea is I hope you guys don’t mind me getting a bit serious once in a while that that’s basically all I’m saying that’s in that’s the entirety of all I’m saying cuz I obviously because I’m like streaming a game I can’t be serious all the time but actually in reality I’m actually quite a I’m I’m I’m quite I can I can I call myself a serious person I don’t think that’s the right description but like let’s just call it let’s just say that I have um a lot of serious thoughts yeah let’s just call it that and I kind of do want to put them out there like put my thoughts out there just to get them out of my head and kind of share it with you guys so yeah that’s that’s that’s that’s the that’s the kind of Direction I want to go I think it’s fine you should do one makes you comfortable yeah yeah that that that’s the thing too right I’m also trying to find what makes me comfortable because like you know some YouTubers are like amazing they can like go ahead and like jump dive straight into [ __ ] they’re not comfortable with and then they can just make amazing [ __ ] I can’t do that if I’m not comfortable with something if I’m not like a well I don’t need 100% but like if I’m not just like feel feeling good like just not feeling just feeling kind of under the weather is enough to make me just completely just not do well at something uh the most apparent example of that is singing like if I’m not in the mood I can’t sing that that’s just like that’s that’s the switch right there’s no in between if I’m not feeling it I just can’t sing it’s is it’s why I haven’t really been doing singing streams it’s because I haven’t really been feeling it it’s not even about like oh whether I’m feeling feelings um under the weather I I I just been not been feeling like saying and because of that I can’t sing right I’m very I’m very susceptible to the whims of my own um my own mood and my own uh Vibe you know so you know even though I want to do I I I want to like expand my comfort zone I’ll need to start within my comfort zone first if that makes sense I I I I think like I hope you guys realize like how many thoughts go through my head just like on a daily basis just from like what I’ve said just now like that’s what I mean by I just need to get these thoughts out of my head and doing a small test yeah that’s why that’s I believe too bro get go home go home go home AR I swear to God you get in by wolves you too you go home what what you what are you doing swe to God man oh but yeah I think that’s basically all I wanted to say I think a big thing for me as well is I also want to use this channel as a way to like connect with people because like all in all honesty I’m a pretty lonely person so yeah by getting my thoughts out there I I I think I’ll be able to like connect with you guys a bit more and that that that’ll be good for a mental health too this just getting really full is that anything I can get rid of not really I don’t need this autog Grabber but it’s fine I got so much coal now and so much Stone my God hi Sarah what what what what do you what do the others think though like what what are the rest of you think like cruel seems on board but yeah I I just want to like get you guys’ opinions because you know obviously if if I if I am to believe my own in my own Bel if I am to believe in my own abilities uh you know the fan base will grow but right now you guys are the fan base and I do want to you know keep you guys sticking around so I do want you guys to like have your input I mean like sure dude you know what I’ll take it I I’ll take the answer can’t poop on your face for you but yeah um holy sh I said a lot and again I am not feeling the best so I don’t think I’m going to stream for that long I think I’m going to end it here today um yeah uh so for the people that heard what I said if you didn’t go ahead and you can watch by V if you’re interested but yeah for the people that did hear um that that hear what I said yeah again I would really appreciate if you guys can give me some insight on what do you guys feel about it right because again some people some some people only want entertainment some people want the connection with the streamer and whatnot I just want I want to get get some data you know data like even if in the end like you can’t use it is always nice it’s always nice to just get data it’s always nice to know more info right so that’s what I want so that’s what I want so like you know if you can spare if you can spare the spare the little brain cells firing for me you know go ahead and get that through your system and tell me how you feel maybe either on next stream or uh on the Discord right obviously you know if you don’t want to think about it don’t if you can spare the brain cells give me some info right but uh yeah anyways I think I’m going to go now thank you for hearing me out thank you for in my rambling uh yeah this is I I’d say like this is closer to my to my actual nature it’s just rambling about semi serious stuff I’m not I’m not gonna okay I I okay I’m just gonna like clear this up I’m not going to do this every time right I’m not this is not going to be just like entirely just what I do now right it’s it’s just like today uh I’m I’m going to do this every once in a while as well but yeah uh I I I will obviously tune it down uh I won’t do this I don’t won’t do this every time but uh yeah um hope you guys uh didn’t mind or you know even liked a little peer into my head and uh yeah I’ll see you guys next time bye not this freaking OBS bye oh
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